if it were up to me;

If it were up to me, you'd be the first..
The one i love, that dreading thirst.

If it were up to me, it'd be all i recite..
all the nice things, woulda made things right.

If it were up to me, you'd have no clue...
that til this day, i still love you.

If it were up to me, I'd change my mind..
Cause all this LOVE shit, got me mesmerized.

If it were up to me, LOVE would not exzist..
to love someone, is to pay a consiquence.

If it were up to me, i wouldnt have a broken heart..
i'd have an open mind, and play it smart.

If it were up to you, things would be different..
cause then i wouldnt be living this nightmare.

i cant live without your love; oh momma-

Eternity

Struggled past, surrendered present and beautiful future.
Your the strongest women known to your 4 children.

With time and hope things get better, which is exactly what you did to prove yourself
that you can do anything you set your mind to.

Nearly 5 years sober, you've done it. Consider yourself my hero.
I love you momma. Til' death do us part and beyond.
Never let go of your courage, without it I have nothing to dwell on when I'm stuck in the quick sand.

Without you in my life, there'd be questioning otherwise.
Thank you for all the love you sent us through thick and thin walls. 
Cheers to my mother, my wisdom.

I love you 

ETERNITY.

Gil.            
Vanessa.
Bianca.
Samantha.

teenage dirtbag;

I've learned with my own sightseeing, that the younger the girl the bigger the crush.
the younger the boy, the faster they learn to become a heartbreaker.

I have also learned to keep my guard up; because if I chose to be in a relationship..
where my heart is BOUND to be broken... i'd break their soul simple as that.

GIRLS: Why do you intend to let the man control the life you were given..
it disscusts me to see that happen. Have some class and keep your dignity strong and integrity high.
PLEASE before you fortray the women species.

I samantha michelle zepeda promise to myself that i will not fall in love until time says so.
im 17 years young, LOVE is not in my vocabulary yet.
Read it and weep.

Much Respect.

life;

its not easy & it sure as HELL is not fair. & I'm tired of hearing about
"INNOCENT" people.... outmouded idea.
your first breath out of the womb; your guilt. period.
-end of disscusion.