26.7.11

hope you find what your looking for;

listen up;

To respect me is to publicly and privately honour me.
To respect me is to listen attentively while I speak.
To respect me is to bread and butter my desire to be free.
To respect me is to stand by me when I am weak.

I have no idols. I admire work, dedication and competence.

25.7.11

chéri chérie -



If i could remember every nice thing i said about you, it'd be all i recite.
Feeling, thinking, seeing; Love me in the lightest part,
Love me in full being.

Your love is so strong and bright
 it leaves me with a smile when i fall asleep at night,
when im dreaming hours seem as minutes
 because i cherish every moment with you in it.
Your lips as a machine
may alleviate my misery
but it can never format my destiny.
It may prolong my life
but it can never rewrite my fate.
Mystery rules
and it will rule evermore:
it is the breeze I dream about and dread.

TRUTH:
Im scared of love all together. People come and go.
Love comes and goes. EVERYTHING seems to come and go.
But im willing to take a chance, and give it a chance..
because your DEFINATELY somebody i do not want to let go.
my feelings for you are STRONG and i hope you realize that,
if you break my heart..
i'll break your soul simple as that.
I dream of us til morning light,
til then' remember in full being;
im dedicated to being yours...
as my love, my friend, my light in the dark tunnel.

23.7.11

song to the siren;

-10

i looked up to you at 10 ft tall..
ive grown up,
seen it all,
now your 10 inches small.

ray of hope;

if you cry, theres questioning whats wrong.
if you live, theres fright of regret.

if you change, theres remarks apon.
if you point, theres judgment.
if you laugh, theres a rude awakening around the corner.
if you love, there's hurt in the end.
if you listen, there's migraine from overthinking.
if you wonder, you realize reality.

theres no way out.

my skin;

I'm a slow dying flower
Frost killing hour
The sweet turning sour
And untouchable

You better shut your mouth
Hold your breath
Kiss me now...?

You'll catch your death.

22.7.11

Rose;

I still sustain the first rose you've set in stone. day by day a dust partical fortrays itself apon it;
just comes to show - you've been gone so long...

taken;

She asked,
"Do all the colors match.?"
"No, i replied.. There'd be no background meaning"

9.7.11

Autism Speaks;



"If I Could Snap My Fingers And Be
 NON-Autistic, I WOULDNT.!
Because Then...
 I Wouldnt BE ME."

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