butterflies.....

let the fire burn, and the light shine
cause baby your my high fly.

your presence still lingers here, and it wont leave me alone;

thinner than water - thicker than blood;

my fam[ily] is my fall back...

even when they dont know the right answers, they still try to keep me secure and give me the best advice.
they've always made my bad todays turn into yesterdays - keep moving.

Breathless and Suffocated;

im weak and i just want to escape.
i want to feel again.

if it were up to me;

If it were up to me, you'd be the first..
The one i love, that dreading thirst.

If it were up to me, it'd be all i recite..
all the nice things, woulda made things right.

If it were up to me, you'd have no clue...
that til this day, i still love you.

If it were up to me, I'd change my mind..
Cause all this LOVE shit, got me mesmerized.

If it were up to me, LOVE would not exzist..
to love someone, is to pay a consiquence.

If it were up to me, i wouldnt have a broken heart..
i'd have an open mind, and play it smart.

If it were up to you, things would be different..
cause then i wouldnt be living this nightmare.

i cant live without your love; oh momma-

Eternity

Struggled past, surrendered present and beautiful future.
Your the strongest women known to your 4 children.

With time and hope things get better, which is exactly what you did to prove yourself
that you can do anything you set your mind to.

Nearly 5 years sober, you've done it. Consider yourself my hero.
I love you momma. Til' death do us part and beyond.
Never let go of your courage, without it I have nothing to dwell on when I'm stuck in the quick sand.

Without you in my life, there'd be questioning otherwise.
Thank you for all the love you sent us through thick and thin walls. 
Cheers to my mother, my wisdom.

I love you 

ETERNITY.

Gil.            
Vanessa.
Bianca.
Samantha.

teenage dirtbag;

I've learned with my own sightseeing, that the younger the girl the bigger the crush.
the younger the boy, the faster they learn to become a heartbreaker.

I have also learned to keep my guard up; because if I chose to be in a relationship..
where my heart is BOUND to be broken... i'd break their soul simple as that.

GIRLS: Why do you intend to let the man control the life you were given..
it disscusts me to see that happen. Have some class and keep your dignity strong and integrity high.
PLEASE before you fortray the women species.

I samantha michelle zepeda promise to myself that i will not fall in love until time says so.
im 17 years young, LOVE is not in my vocabulary yet.
Read it and weep.

Much Respect.

life;

its not easy & it sure as HELL is not fair. & I'm tired of hearing about
"INNOCENT" people.... outmouded idea.
your first breath out of the womb; your guilt. period.
-end of disscusion.

hope you find what your looking for;

listen up;

To respect me is to publicly and privately honour me.
To respect me is to listen attentively while I speak.
To respect me is to bread and butter my desire to be free.
To respect me is to stand by me when I am weak.

♥

I have no idols. I admire work, dedication and competence.

chéri chérie -

If i could remember every nice thing i said about you, it'd be all i recite.

Feeling, thinking, seeing; Love me in the lightest part,

Love me in full being.

Your love is so strong and bright

 it leaves me with a smile when i fall asleep at night,

when im dreaming hours seem as minutes

 because i cherish every moment with you in it.

Your lips as a machine
may alleviate my misery
but it can never format my destiny.
It may prolong my life
but it can never rewrite my fate.
Mystery rules
and it will rule evermore:
it is the breeze I dream about and dread.

TRUTH:
Im scared of love all together. People come and go.
Love comes and goes. EVERYTHING seems to come and go.
But im willing to take a chance, and give it a chance..

because your DEFINATELY somebody i do not want to let go.
my feelings for you are STRONG and i hope you realize that,

if you break my heart..
i'll break your soul simple as that.
I dream of us til morning light,
til then' remember in full being;
im dedicated to being yours...
as my love, my friend, my light in the dark tunnel.

song to the siren;

-10

i looked up to you at 10 ft tall..
ive grown up,
seen it all,
now your 10 inches small.

ray of hope;

if you cry, theres questioning whats wrong.
if you live, theres fright of regret.
if you change, theres remarks apon.
if you point, theres judgment.
if you laugh, theres a rude awakening around the corner.
if you love, there's hurt in the end.
if you listen, there's migraine from overthinking.
if you wonder, you realize reality.

theres no way out.

my skin;

I'm a slow dying flower
Frost killing hour
The sweet turning sour
And untouchable
You better shut your mouth
Hold your breath
Kiss me now...?
You'll catch your death.

Rose;

I still sustain the first rose you've set in stone. day by day a dust partical fortrays itself apon it;
just comes to show - you've been gone so long...

taken;

She asked,
"Do all the colors match.?"
"No, i replied.. There'd be no background meaning"

Autism Speaks;

"If I Could Snap My Fingers And Be

 NON-Autistic, I WOULDNT.!

Because Then...

 I Wouldnt BE ME."

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